OMG! OMG! OMG!

October 26, 2005

Ok so Red leaves for work today and I get online to send a pic to someone and decide while I'm online to log onto Gay.com. It has been quite awhile since I last visited the site so what the hell. Go to local chat and within a few minutes "Hot Italian guy" messages me, "Hey, how ya doing. He's a 20 something hottie who didn't mind me being poz and loved to fuck me. HELLO! We quit playing about a year ago cuz he got a bf. Anyway our conversation went like this:

Me: Good how u been?
Him: Pretty good
Me: You still taken?
Him: nope
Me: wanna fuck me?
Him: Yeah!
Me: I'll be over in about a 1/2 hour.
Him: Ok see ya then.

Ok so a quick douche and I'm out the door to get my hole pounded. God I've missed our encounters. We always get right to it, say hello, strip as we head to his bedroom. This time he's amazed at how ripped I'm becoming. He asks if I've been working out, and I tell him that I'm just watching my carb intake. He then tells me to suck his cock which I do obediently. After I get his cock all lubed up with my spit, he then bends me over the edge of his bed and fucks me doggy style. Working me like the dog I am. He blows all over my backside, and I fall to my knees to slurp up whats still leaking out of him. I then feel his seed running between my legs so I scoop it up and slap it on his cock and continue to feast. That makes me blow, then we exchange a little small talk while getting dresssed and I go.

I go home and get a call from Red. Work let him go early and he's calling to see if I got a date or not. I tell him it already transpired and that its cool for him to come home. He asks about my afternoon and I give him all the sorted details. He gets home and pins me down and fucks me doggie style right there in the living room. BAM! OMG! I've been used and abused and am now sitting a bit funny. Oh, and the area rug/carpets that Kmart sells for 20 bucks, give major carpet burns. Just letting ya'all know.

How can I remain depressed when men keep slapping me in the face with their cocks!

September 12, 2005

Ok so I managed through my mini depression and didn't take the time off that I said I was going to. Of course my meltdown started with the devastation of NOLA. Then all the crap afterward with everyone trying to blame the Mayor of NO and Governor of LA. Blame, blame, blame when the fact of the matter is that our idiot of a President cut funding for the levees system in NOLA which would of prevented them breaking in the first place. HELLO! It doesn't cost all that much to spread chunks of old concrete across the earthen area's that support the cement levees. Hell practically everyone in Michigan that has water front property does this to prevent erosion, and it works quite effectively.

Second, if Louisianna's National Guard hadn't of been in Iraq they would have been at the Superdome the next day if not before the hurricane making sure there was adequate water and instant food packs. That's the whole point of National Guard isn't it...to guard our Nation....

Anyway...Red worked on Wednesday and before he left he asked if I had a date. "No" I replied and "I really wasn't up to messing around with anyone, that I was too depressed." Then that night after I got out of work one of our friends was over and I just came in loaded the dishwasher, took a couple of Xaxax and went to bed. Red came in and asked if I was ok and I told him that, "I wasn't up to socializing, that I just couldn't fake being happy when I'm not".

Thursday morning I go and do my house cleaning job, come home and lay on the couch and then it finally hits me and I started to cry.
I cried for,
the flooding in NOLA,
the people who drown,
all the displaced people and pets,
for our friends down there that we hadn't heard from yet,
and especially for the old people they had just found at St. Rita's Nursing home.

My crying finally subsides a little and the doorbell rings. Scooby goes to see who it is while I compose myself.

Its the policeman.....

My eyes are all bloodshot from crying, he says I look tired, I just say that I've been working alot lately and am a bit tired. "You guys wanta play?" he asks. "I look at Red and then back at him and say, "Sure, what the hell". So we go into the bedroom and he starts telling us to suck each others cock. We obey. This goes on for a while, me sucking the bf and then the cop back and forth. Me and Red then blow our loads all over each others mouths as instructed, then the cop blows his load. We get dressed the cop leaves and I feel much better. A good cry and a couple of cocks is the best remedy for a sad mood.

Then Red's been telling me for a few weeks that Sugar Daddy's coming up. "When" I ask, but all he can remember is Saturday, doesn't know what Saturday just that he's coming up on a Saturday sometime before my birthday. So this Saturday we're working on the fucking house like we normally do on our days off and we go to take a break for awhile and the doorbell rings and it's SD. And he's bringing me birthday gifts, YES! Ok for those of you who are just tuning in, if it wasn't for SD I wouldn't get gifts for my birthday other than the $20 bucks Red's mom gives me. Red only works enough to keep himself in "smoke" but he did plan on spending his last $30 bucks on me, bless his heart. As for my family they don't do gifts, cards yes, gifts no. So this was a pleasant surprise. SD ended up giving me a new porn tape, a cool black t-shirt with skeletons in all kinds of sexual positions, cigars, a fifth of fancy vodka and two "fucking" hundred bucks! Then he takes us out for dinner, another thing us po folk don't do very often. What a fucking sweet day. It ended with us watching porn, me taking turns blowing SD and Red, Red and I having a cock fight in SD's mouth and then me blowing SD till he was drained.

I'm a whore when it comes to gifts...

So then Sunday rolls around and we had a planned date with this other poz guy whom I've had a crush on for about ten years. French and furry... just the way I like em. He shows up that afternoon and Red and I fucked the hell out of him. We took turns suckin him and fuckin his mouth and ass. It ended with him blowing on his chest while I blew up his sweet hot ass and Red blowing on his chest also. A great time was had by all...

I'm in much better spirits after this sex fest. I mean come on, how can't I be in better spirits, 3 threeways in 4 days, I'm indeed a happy dog. Again thanks to everyone for your words of encouragement on my last post. Luckily my down time is minimal but it tends to hit with a punch. But I am back on my feet or down on my knees for that matter.

Searching for Mr. Big Cock

August 24, 2005

I think the first time I saw "BC" it was at the park on the river. I was in my middle to late 20's and he was probably in his late 40's early 50's. He had olive skin and black hair and mustache with furry arms and chest. Very ruggedly handsome for a guy his age. He drove an old beat up pickup.

It was a beautiful summer/fall day, the day was warm and the winds were blowing freakishly hard. I sat on a picnic table enjoying the day loving the wind blowing against my face. After sitting there awhile a man in his truck pulled in. He sat there for a few minutes, I glanced back a few times trying to get a good look at him. Soon he jumped outta his truck and went out between me and the river and laid down in the grass. He sat facing the river for a few, then he rolled over and laid on his stomach. The wind was blowing hard and he was looking directly at me with this mischievous smile on his face. Then he started grinding his pelvis/cock into the ground all the while his eyes fixed on mine. And that smile...

God I wanted him... He was sooo sexy.... But I worked afternoons and it was getting to be that time. We chatted for a little bit. He was "bi" and loved it when guys sucked his cock. I don't remember why we didn't exchange #'s. But we said that we both hoped to see each other again down there. I started going down to the park alot in hopes to see him again but our paths didn't cross until about a year later...

It was late night, after midnight and the weather was stormy and cloudy. I was sitting in my car down at the park. I figured it was a good night to play...cops are less likely to be out patrolling the parks on a stormy night. I sat there for awhile again. Then I saw his truck pull in and my heart started beating outta my chest. He parked a few yards from my car and rolled down his window and asked how I was tonight. "Good" I replied. He got outta his truck and walked up to my car and then said, "So, what ya lookin for tonight?" "Just lookin to suck some cock." I said. "Cool" he replied, "Mine really needs to be sucked."

He then then pulled out one of the biggest thickest cocks that I've seen to this day. He gave it a couple of strokes, which thickened it up and then he stuck his cock in my open car window. I grabbed it with both hands and still had at least 3 more inches that fit in my mouth. The dam thing was rock hard and I could feel in throb in my hands and mouth. I slowly got use to his size and pulled one hand off letting him fuck deeper into my mouth and throat.

He rested his arms on the roof of my car and stood there and fucked my face. Occasionally a car would come down the road and he'd pull his cock outta my mouth and face the river, his back towards the road, and stroke his big cock. By then the weather had started to drizzle a bit and I could see the droplets collect on his cock and furry chest. After the cars would pass by, without a word he'd stick his cock back in my car window and continue fuckin my face. A few other cars went by and he'd do the same thing, pull out, face the river and stroke his meat. It was sooo fuckin hot.

This went on for at least an hour, the drizzling rain and me sucking on his cock. His furry torso, cock and my face were all damp from the stormy weather. He then pulled outta of my mouth, his cock pointing about a foot from my face, he said, "I'm getting ready, where do you want it?" This was before being poz so I told him to shoot it on my chest. As soon as I directed him to where I wanted it, he began to blow. His first stream hit me hard in the chest, splattered and ran down my stomach. Second, third, fourth, fifth... each geyser hit as hard as the first. I ended up loosing track of how many times he blew on me. He left me drenched and totally smelling like cum. OH fuck did I love it! The fur on my chest was soaked and looked like I just got outta the shower, all matted and sticking to my torso. I've never seen anyone blow a load like he did that night. He said, "see ya around" and I said, "I hope so", he smiled and winked at me then turned and left. I sat there for awhile and mopped up my chest with the shirt I had on earlier. Pressing the saturated t-shirt to my face and smelling his freshly dumped seed.

I've only seen him twice since then, once at a restaurant. He was with people, so to be discreet I just nodded and said "Hey" as I left. I then saw him from a distance at a flea market last year still looking hot as ever. I wish I'd of went up to him and said hello and gave him my #, but I didn't. I could kick myself now.

If we were ever to hook up again, now that I'm poz, I'd definitely tell him to aim higher than my chest this time...

3 by 3

July 13, 2005

Even though Monday was my first day back to work after vacation it started out with a bang. Woke up and sucked a load outta the bf. Then worked around the house for awhile. Decided to give "L" a call, he's this guy that I use to hook up with once or twice a month to blow before the bf more or less got layed off. He used to come over when the bf was at work and I'd spit shine his knob and he'd repay me by drowning the fuck outta me, man can this guy cum. Anyway, we decided that the three of us would play together. He came over and I knelt infront of "L" and my man and they took turns pounding my mouth with their rock hard cocks. I was in hog heaven taking care of these two guys one after the other, both at the same time, ect.. My man shot first filling my throat with his hot seed and "L" followed suit moments later, giving me the much needed protein that I was craving. Three loads by 3pm, not a bad way to start the week.

Stretched, Soar, and Salty

July 28, 2005

Last night I pull in to the driveway and there's a blazer parked there that I don't recognize. I was extremely tired probably cuz I went out to the bar the night before and I just didn't feel up to having company. Needless to say I was a little irked. I went in and it turned out to be a trick that Red had hooked up with about a month ago that had left his jacket behind and was there to pick it up.

We sat around and had a smoke as he chit chatted about his sexual exploits and some of the sex parties he's been too. He seemed like a nice guy and I tried to listen to what he was saying in between nodding off. Like I said I was tired. As he talked his hands kept roaming up under his shirt giving me a look at his chest and occasionally he'd reach down in his pants to "adjust" himself. After about an hour of this he mentioned that he needed to get going soon and got up to use the bathroom. As he stood up he said to me, "Wanna see it" as he fondled his package. I was ready to go to sleep and felt kinda indifferent to the whole thing, so I just shrugged my shoulders and he then headed to the bathroom.

Red then whispered to me, "Ya wanta do him?" I said, "Nah I'm tired and have a house cleaning job tomorrow morning, if you want to go ahead and I'll just go to bed. Then the guy came back outta of the bathroom with his pants unbuttoned and stood a few feet away facing me. He then pulled out the prettiest cock I've seen in a long time. It was at least 7 to 8 inches long and had the biggest head on it that I've ever seen. Fuckin A, the head was bigger than a golf ball almost the size of a plumb. I immediately said, "Holy shit!" and reached out and grabbed onto his trouser snake. As I fondled him he grew another 1 or 2 fuckin inches.

Amazingly enough I wasn't tired anymore and my mouth started salivating. I wanted to get that head in my mouth, god it was fucking huge. I then fell to my knees and popped his manhood in my mouth. The size of him sent me into euphoria as the world dissolved around me and I knew that my main goal in life was to suck this man's cock. He moaned in pleasure and then grabbed my head and started giving me a good hard mouth fuck. His large head would hit the back of my throat and he'd hold it there and push just a little bit farther stretching my throat to accommodate him.

All the while, Red sat on the couch jacking off watching the scene unfold before him. The man would pump and pump then pull it out and slap my face with it. All the while I knelt there like a hungry little baby bird, mouth wide open wanting, needing more. After several more strokes in and out of my sloppy mouth he buried it, groaned and stiffened as his huge member got even huger and then unloaded, giving me my much awaited present.

I'm normally not a "size queen" but now understand why some people are. I can't stop thinking about how big the head of his cock was.

I'm fuckin obsessed....

Protien overload, return of the cop

June 22, 2005

It recently occurred to me that the bf and I have been having alot of sex lately. With each other that is. In the morning if I don't wake up to him sucking me off, I'll blow him before I get up. And if we're not blowing each other then we're fucking one another. This morning was no different. I woke up, sucked my man dry, and then got up to start my day.

Around 11am I was indisposed in the bathroom when the doorbell rang. I had just heard Red go out the back door. I figured it was probably the neighbor, since he normally stops by without calling first and I was not in a "hurry and run for the door" kinda mood. The doorbell rings again and I scream for Red, "There's someone at the door!" I finish up and walk outta the bathroom, I look through the house and see Red talking to someone near the front door that I can't completely see or recognize. I get closer and realize that it's the cop that I tricked with about a month ago.

"You guys wanta play around?" he asks.
"Sure" we reply.

The three of us go into the bedroom and get naked and I take turns blowing the cop and Red. Then Red starts sucking my dick. All the while the cop is talking dirty.

"Suck that cock!"
"Yeah, fuck his mouth!"
"You want that load, don't you!"
"I want to see you cum!"
"I want to see the cum shoot outta your cock!"
"Yeah, fuckin shoot it all over his mouth!"

I complied and held my boyfriends head as I fucked his face. My cock sliding effortlessly in and outta his mouth. Pulling out when I got close and shooting all over his mouth.

"Now suck him off!"
"Yeah, suck that hard cock!"
"Feed him your load!"

I sucked Red until I could tell he was getting close. Then I pulled off of his cock and stroked him with my hand and tongued the head of his cock. Knowing that was what the cop wanted to see. Red then shot his second load of the day all over my tongue and in my mouth. Not missing a beat, I swallowed every drop.

"Fuck yeah, now suck my cock!"

I gobbled down his cock and suck it down to the pubes. Milking him with my tongue and lips, tip to pubes, tip to pubes. Then I went down to his pubes and stayed there swallowing and milking his cock for all it was worth.

"Fuck, I'm gonna cum!"
"Fuckin swallow it man, yeah!" the cop said as he shot his huge hot load down my throat.

As we were getting dressed I blurt, "Holy shit! I've swallowed three loads today and it's not even noon. Not that I'm complaining or anything". We all laughed about it, the cop said goodbye and we went on with our day.

The Policeman always cums twice

May 13, 2005

Red actually worked two days this week and I wanted to take advantage of having the house to myself considering it only happens once in a blue moon. Ended up going to gay.com and within a few minutes I got messaged from someone.

Them: Hey how u been
Me: good
Them: do you remember me
Me: sorry no
Them: I was over at your house before, you smoke a pipe, right.
Me: Nope, that's my bf.
Them: Oops sorry
Me: No problem we're in an open relationship
Them: Cool, what ya up too?
Me: Just killin time before work possibly lookin for some cock to suck before I head out.
Them: Ya wanna suck mine?
Me: Maybe, you know I'm poz?
Them: Yep, you and the bf right?
Me: Yep


He didn't have a pic in his profile and normally I won't bother but his stats seemed ok to me,a few years younger than me, weight proportion to height..ect.. So I invited him over to play before I had to go to work. I got off line and then I chuckled cuz here I got this guy coming over to play and I didn't even get his name. Oops.. I figured if he lied about his stats, I'd come up with an excuse that I just got a call and some family was on their way over, or something along those lines.

He was there in about 10-15 minutes, not bad, real solid and beefy, I like that. We went to the bedroom and got naked. Like me he was a grower, not a show'r. He laid down on his back and I assumed my rightful position between his legs and hungrily started chowing down on his trouser snake. I licked and sucked and played with him as his cock continued to extend and swell inside my mouth. "Fuck Yeah" he would say as I sucked down his entire shaft and held it, his pubes tickling my nose. He then told me, "I want to see you jack off", which I more than obliged. I continued sucking on his meat as I stroked my own rock hard cock. He ordered me to cum for him and within a few minutes I obeyed, blowing my load all over my comforter, still manipulating his cock in my hungry mouth. He then grunted and shot a few nice size squirts in my mouth. I moaned and stroked the last drops of cum outta my cock all the while savoring his cock and milking it for every drop.So then I'm thinking we're winding down and I'll continue to milk the last drops of cum outta him. Well he continued to stay rock hard and grabbed my head and started fucking my mouth. I thought to myself, "Cool!" Then within a couple of minutes of thrusting his hard cock in and outta my mouth (which was really getting sloppy with spit and cum) he shot his second load, this time even more than the first. My eyes were watering, nose running, and his cock pulsing and shooting stream after stream of salty man goo filling my mouth to capacity. Fuck I lost track of how many times his cock pulsed and shot load after load. I was indeed one happy guy.

It ended as fast as it started, we got dressed and he started heading for the door. He turned and asked, "What do you do for a living?" I told him, "I clean offices and private homes" and I asked him what he did for a living? and he replied, "I'm a cop"....

Man, I about shot another load right in my pants at that answer. It looks like it's gonna be a fun summer. Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy...